I have so much free time

Hello
I feel so terrible. Its been like 3 days that i've been sick.
I've got no mood to study. This flu and cough is killing me.
Pfft^^
I have so much free time to even change my blogskin AGAIN.
I gotta fight this sickness!


Art is in 3 days time, and i'm only on my first page ( Not even close, maybe half a page?)
Nisa is useless. Sigh.
I'm having Chemistry and Social Studies this monday.
Somebody call 911?
hahaha!


Oh alright, i wanna go do some art. Hopefully, its nice laa.
And Arsenal meeting Tottenham today! Ooooooohhhh niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee^^



Every single day, i keep on missing Ronaldo.
Im obsessed. HAHA!

art?! ahhhhh!

Happy 12th birthday Freak!

You're gonna get your Mp4 Sooon.

HAHAHAHHHAHAHA! and i cant brag anymore

=.-

I'm really sick.

and i miss my ronaldo very much.

He's asleep right now.

Toodles.

I miss my ronaldo.

Kay bye.

And i miss you

Hello~

Tomorrow is the starting of my O's!
And gosh, ive yet to do anything about it.
Is it far too late? No laaa. Are you crazy? Of course i studied my heart out!
been doing lots of chemistry, Maths. And i abandon physics.
i thought physics was my LOVER. Hahahaha!
I gotta chiong for maths.


i nearly forgot something.
Till i saw his Comments. Fuuuuh^^ chicksandlotsofchicks.
His birthday is in two days time.
Pfft~
Happy advance birthday then cause for sure, I wont be going online tomorrow.
Thanks for being such a good friend for the past 3 months.
Our love life didnt exactly work out.
We stumble and fall. But thanks to you, you make me into a much better and stronger person.
HAHAHAH! i realised, ive been such a pain in the ass to you.
Dont worry, it'll end after O's.
Happy 17th birthday shortboy/bestfriendfriendfriend.
PLEaseee laa. Grow taller can?
Kesian uh tgk you so short yet you're 17. Somehow, im wayyy taller than you kan?
HAHAHAHA!
Dah la, my blog dont wanna be infested with my birthday wish to you la.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!(:
(:


Now, im inviting more problems.
Sighh~
Idk what else to do siaa.
Pfft))))):


Alright, i wanna text my Ronaldo.
Hahahahaha! I _____ him so Very much.
Ehh, he's like the most sweetest guy one could find kay.
Even mira supports us on being together.
first time siaa. usually, mira would disagree! hahahaa(:
Dahlaa, i wanna put my fullest attention on him.
I miss you so much la Ronaldo.

Nice people are the best part of memories that time can never erase and when im blessed with a person like you, my memories are always worth treasuring.
I MISS YOU(:

I made a collage of us.
Its nice i tell you.
(:
Did one whole hour siaaa.
okay, Got to blast.


miss me when im gonee.
Cause this blog, is sure gonna be DEAD!

IF we were a movie

( JACKO ) My babyboy is a girl! hahahahhaa!(:

Hello!
Oh yes, Been watching Cesc Fabregas Show since just now.
HAHAHA! i know, im insane.
Somehow, Fabregas reminds me of my ronaldo.
Hahaha! i swear got no link kan?
Fabregas is soooo charming laaa!
Can i like marry him or somethaanng?
HAHHAHAHAHAAH!


Went art class just now BUT i did nothing!
HAHAAHAHHAA! i went late. At about 1030 maybe?
HAHAHAHAHA! nisa standard. Cause no one to wake her up what.
Her alarm clock just dont care about her anymore. Busy with HIS job. Pfft~
So slacked with Iqah, Ain , iffah and of course mira.
HAHAA! Went to eat kfc to fill my proton tank! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
after that, bought that 7 eleven COOKIES! Sedaaaaap or what siaaaa^^
Then went to sportslink to find my SHOE.
hahaha! thenn slacked at macs " ADA FABREGAS AT FOOTBALL CHANNEL!"
hahaa! Thenn go home.


boring laa kan!(:
Oh yes, Practical paper=OHMYGOD.
Chem was okay, BUTTTTTTTTTTTTT! physics=Phewwww~
i thought straight line should start from the 0?
HAHAHA! Tak tahu la eh. belo uh the graph. Really.


Monday is the starting of olevels.
I bet i wont be going online.
hahahhaa! (:
MAMA is starting to nag about how important O's is`
YES MAMA! Id chioooongg for my o's.


i gotta blast.
Ronaldo is such A SWWEEEETHEART(:
I ____ YOU(:
Maybe gonnaaa talk to him on the phone.
OMG, im excited!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!
byebye.

watch this. Fabregas is sooooooooooooooooooo cuteeeee! goddddd!((:

HAppppyyyy 5 months Mohamed Nor Asraff bin mohamed;MY Bestbestfriendd(:
I♥mybestfriend ALOT.
We'reee sooo gonnnnnnaaa talk like there's no tomorrow after O's.
I miss you dear bestfriend!

okay, i miss my ronaldo):

You should know

Hello!
short post short post.
Wish me luck for my Olevel's Science Practical paper Today!
I know, I can do it~


I miss Ronaldo.
I'm really very crazy~
I miss Ronaldo. I miss Ronaldo. I miss Ronaldo.
Alot.


Kay bye!
* Izzat schwantz;
Sorry that i didn't pick up your calls yesterday,
i was waiting for you but then, it took you SOOOOO long. And the next thing i knew, i was in LALALAND ( * to meet ronaldo )
I'm sorry that i slept again.
Really very sorry.

We're not the kind who go out every weekend, talk on the phone and get updates from each other. But i hope you know, I'm here with you every step of the way! I miss you(:

You're taking forever

Hello.
12 more hours till my OLevels Science practical paper.
Tell me all about it.
Hahahaha!


i wanna congratulate my mama on getting a new job at Seagate.
Hahahaa. She was like, Soooooooo happppy.
no more post man ( in her case, post woman )
now minah-minah factory.
HAHAHAHA! So cuteeee. She's starting tomorrow :D
I wish her all the best!


Can i just say this?
I miss ronaldo so very the much laa.
))))):
I kept pestering people to tell them how much i misses ronaldo.
pfft~
Even Plankton said that im like some "Desprado"


He said sorry for everything.
He regretted letting me go.
SIGH


alright, gotta blast offff!
wish me with all the luck you guys could give.
Hahahaha! i know, I'm L.A.M.E!
Hahahahaha.


I did 17 push up! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
information tak perlu.
Kay bye.

Too bad, i miss you Ocean-load!^^

If im happy, whats sad?

HELLO
Oh yes, went out just now.
Met satsat just now. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh~
Bestbest laa. Thanks for the day ehh. and thanks for the Treat just now.
Well, he didnt treat to bowling / HAHAHA! i was the one. paying 95% of it.
HAHA! nahh, im not complaining. This is what we call, Sharing.
I'm generous. Well what to do laa kan?
HAHA! Ate at IMM banquet. first time siaa. HAHAHA! bigplacebigplace.
thank you boy for the day. 16 nov onwards then can meet me.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAAHA!
Tak laa. id go crazyy siaa by then.


Soo after meeting that satsat, went to meet mira and eventually met hidayat and ruddy!
Saw doug and gang at macs(:
Soo, slacked at macs.
HAHA! Thenn royal sporting house.
mira, you know, i know kan?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA! gituu je.
Thenn after that Ruddy sent me home and i siap siap to go for my DAILY JOG.
Kay, this is for REAL kay! i'm really motivated kay to go and jog.
Causeeee causeee of someone.
HAHAHAHA! i gotta meet his standards cause if we happen to jog someday together, i dont wanna get tired in front of him. I GOTTA BE BETTER. That's what i always said to him.
! Hahahahahaa! (:


the feeling of missing someone just suck-ed eh.
IMISS someone so badd siaa.
))))))))))))))):


Kay. got to blast.
im off to study again.
EHH EHH, im getting the hang of chemistry!
Atomic structure? Bring it onn~

i think i should just enjoy the view la. Very the susah want to get the view what. Need to cherish it. ^^

ilovedididegil!

HELLO!
this is gonna be a real short post.
Cause i gotta sleep as i gotta wake up super early tomorrow.
Meeting that Satsat tomorrow.
i gotta talk things out with him
* crossing my fingers real hard that he's gonna tell me the truth .
nothing but the truth.

Let me make it clear eh, no matter what you say, i'm gonna make my stand and tell you this,that's the most sweetest picture of yours!

melt upon seeing that!
eh, SUPER SWEEEET sixteeen uh! hahahahaa!




I♥dididegil
goodnight
toodles!

Whats happy?

NISArsenal

HELLO!
Today is so boring. Really. Woke up SOOOOOOO early in the morning,
cause my small brother was like crying and said " Kakshasha, hakim lapar"
andd as a BIG sister, i cooked him breakfast, Well telur je! ( at least something )
cooked him a meal, and help adik cook maccaroni for breakfast.
ITS CHEESE people. NICEEEEEEEE~
Went to revise chemistry! i got the hang of topic 1 already! HAHA!
Then, mum and dad was not in good terms.
SO, both went to sleeep ( i was like, i thought yesterday kate nak keluar siaa)
Soo, i went to sleep again la. woke up at 4 cause mama woke me up.
I was like " da suisui orang tido, gi kejot asal ?"
thenn she was like, kite gi sembawang shopping centre. take a look.
I was like okay uh, Cause ive yet to go there."


THERE's nothing there apart from the water splash tingy.
Totally, boringggggggggggggg~


So, woodgrovers won their match.
HAHAHA! imagine if nisa was there to play kan,
CONFIRM! the opposing team kalah kene trash.
HAHAHAHA! ( serious shit ni )


Before i forget,
i talked to Pigbaby( kay, change name )
Err, Greenfreak? hahaa!
Well, we talked on the phone.
HAHA! he slenge bacin! sampai keje je, manager kate, tak keje.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
kesiaaaaaaaaan diaa.
I miss him ))):
he went malaysia without telling me. how bad can he get?
Tsktsktsk. he said, i was having the time of my life so he doesnt want to disturb me,.
Pfft~


oh alright, i wanna go and CHAT TILL I DROP
Hahahahahahahahaahahahahha!
That tannned guy, ALamak, MAKE ME SMILE ALL DAY LA.
understands me so F much!




i miss my girls):

please tell me im your greatest fan

HAHAHAHAHA! MCM PAHAM

Hello!
I dont know why but i'm smiling real wide!
Maybe its because ______ made me smile this wide?
So how wide is my wide? it is this wide;
<------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------->
wide or not?
hahaha! up to you la, to me its wide ( why am i talking to myself )


Met bilsatsat and mira and Al today.
The best of friends of best of friends.
As usual, Bilsatsat came late.
):
one hour siaaa! PFft~
Thenn went to admiralty to meet al!
Thenn proceed to macs to eat!
bilsatsat blanje me! HAHAH! kaykay, nanti bowling, nisa blanje kay!
hahaha! Baik nyeee nisa!(:
sharing maring~


What more can i say? Err, im happy?
Very happy? Super happy to the maximum point la sey!
I just wish i could just hug ____________!
Teeheee~ Gatal eh nisa.
AHHAHAA!
alright, off to do some revision( CHEMISTRY )
im getting the hang of it la sume! hahaha!


Toodles all.
________, you made my day!

short post la!

HELLO^^
I'm breakfast-ing with Satsat And Mira And AL?
HAHAHA! YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSS!
then later, i wanna suggest to go bowling instead!





Dah gila kan? i know!
Bye~

=.-

Hello!
I dont know why i'm feeling oh' super happy.


So, went to school to do "ART"
Hahaha! i know, World kan? HAHAHAHA!
I did some word puzzles and surf the net on mr wong's computer
and went straight to the table to lie down for while.
i didnt know ms lim went in.
i hid under the desk to finish my word puzzle.
Eventually, i became so restless and slept under the table ( on the floor )
HAHAHA!
god, its dirty siaa.But what i care la kan? haha! Just go to sleep la.
=.-//
Woke up and saw Satsat message. HAHA!
So, Texted Satsat for while.
And things went out of hand. i began to get mad.
HAHA! Sorry Luqman for getting mad at ya!
So teman-ed Mira . And Met Al. " aku dah mcm orang ketiga"
Al confidently said that a perfume=lipstick.
HAHAHAHAHHA! Super kecoh siaaa!
Thennn Train-ed back home!
Diaooooo.Diaoooo.Diaooo.Diaoo.Diao!



Early morning wake up cause BILSATSAT gonna treat me to BREAKFASTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT~
HAHAHAHAA! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSAHHHHHH!
Freeee mealFreeMeal!
I didn't know Bilsatsat Can sing! hahaha!
Bilsatsat(((: , sing for me kay?!hahaha!




gotta blast.toodles.


"so, im that kind of special la?hahaha!"

Graduation Day 09'

Graduation Day is a Blast!
Really. I had funfunfun.


Well, took pictures with almost everyone?
upload it all in facebook.
Guys, if you want your pictures,
add me at msn,
nisa_amran@hotmail.com.


Took pictures with 4e10,Npcc Mates and Even My soccer girls.
Soccer girls had our last cheer~(:
ILOVETHEMALOT.
ILOVEMYCLASSMATES TOO!
I LOVE MY NPCC MATES TOO!
4e10 Speech made the school laugh! Teehee~ 4e10 whatt!
And, the most embarrassing part is that they took my sec 2 BABI face.
hahaha! im like super step ass cute siaaaa!
^^ i was like, covering my face with my LONGGGGGG hair.
haaha! MALUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU siaaa`
thenn went to have lunch cum take picture moment
Weeeee~
Then slack in school with the NT boys!
funnnfunn! We disturbed Amira and Amirul.
hahaa! Amir and Amir.
hahaha!(:
thenn after that, we went to Np to eat again.
Go KFC and eatttttttttttt and slackk! Aliff came by! Weee'
soo Slack slack, Doug and mira pretend to be Gfs and Bfs.
Me too! With amirul! happy 30 mins!(:
ahhahahahahhaha! L.A.M.E! thenn went to Macs to slack there.
i suddenly felt oh so tireddddd~
Then went BACK HOME~


Seriously, life is great `
And ive change my blogskin, AGAIN~
im bored with that one. SO im trying this instead. It seems superrr big siaa!(:
Fighting with Nabil now. =.- ( kay fake, just giving him that silent treatment! )
I feeel soo happpeeeeHappeeeHappeeeHappeeeeehapeeeHApeeeHAppee.
I got to know something.(((((((((((((((((((((((((:
for me to know, for you to find out kay sume!
hahaa!


i guess this is long enough?
America's next top model people!(:
HAHAHA!
00:04!
LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALALALALALALALALALALALALA


Olevels in 11 days.
im scared.
bye.

blast furnance!

BILSATSAT

my bangle. ))))))))))))))))): it broke!

hahaha! See that? 365. in three games!(:
i won nabil.

i won nabil again~~

hahahaha! must i say more?

i had fun today.
Really! ~~~
went to bowl at bukit batok with nabil^^
Heheh! i won all three games(:
Then i told luqman la, then luqman can still side him.
luqman said, he's not on form la.
ehh, bowling pon ada form eh?
hahaa!Belooo~
But seriously, whenever i get a strike or spare at those super hard pins,
i'd gooo soooo KEREK.
and gloat. HAHAHAHA! nabil did too, but thenn, hahaha! Still lose=.-
he confident that he'd beat me.
checkcheck kalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah~
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
And the most randomest thing was that both of us put our screen names as.
nisatsat and bilsatsat! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! how random can we get?
anddd seriously, the pricing there is damn fuck cheap siaa.
really, all 9 games ( including shoe rental ) = 11 bucks! Sial la, CHEAP!
compared to Safraa. hahahahahahahaha. why am i complaining?
hahaha!~


thenn met the woodgrovers. Pfft~ dont wanna elaborate.
cause something happened.
thenn went to marsiling to slack.
mira's down cause of jerk!
hmm,overall, its quite a real hectic day!


Luqman is being such a goood frienddd
~~~
ahhaha! ^^^^^ nisahot.
hahahahahahahhahahaha!


CUTE KAN APE AFIQ FARHAN JAWAB!
hahahaha! so clever.






okay, i wanna go fly my kite.
seriously, i dont need love anymore!
(:
My friendddssss = the best! ILOVEYOUGUYSLOTS.


most prolly, next monday, movie marraton at mira's.
We gonna watch hindustan.
any GIRLS wanna tag along? hahaaha!
private screeening. bring your own popcorn.
Im soooo gonna sleep on mira's comfortable couch! haha!


okay im off. bestfrienndd gonna online soooooooooooon~
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee^^^^


Riz said im awesome!
and he's jealous over me and mira.
hahahaha!

Im sick

Pfft~
maybe i did not have enough sleep today.
Really. i slept at about 530am?
and woke up at about 8am?
And went to sleep again at 1pm to 230pm.
stupid idiots practicing their kompang.
HAHA! Mira Nat and I had fun watching a BOYAN crite.
HAHAHAA! Can say funee la .
Thenn, i listen to 2By2!
HAHAHA! BEST PE~~~~~~~~~~~~^^
mawar song. SIAL LA, ilovethe song when i was like 4 years old?
HAHAHAHA! They look F nerdy siaa!


met my girls today.
I swear, i miss natasha alot.
Im noisy. Really.
Went to CCK to look for perfumes? pfft^^
Went to eat at KFC. I swear, i look like a nerd siaa!
Im sleepy. Sleepy. Sleepy.
Dah mcm living Zombie siaa. Kayyy FAKE!


Can i go to sleep now? Im tired~`
The 13th felt like nothing. Really. When he messages me, its like the old times.
minus the lovey dovey part la. Cause i'm saving it for someone^^
I cried just now,
Looking at his pictures, his comments ( i was listening to dugaan dari ilahi by khadri )
Sial la, I CRYYYY! ~~~~~~^^


Maybe gonna bowl tomorrow with my GOOOOD buddy Nabil.
He's treat.((:


Mira, just dont think much.
one day, someone will teach that jerk a lesson he'd never forget.
Iloveyou baby!


Okay, i wanna go layan my buddy. He's online-ing sooooooooon^^
13th, A date i gotta remember by heart.
TOODLES

iloveyourflaws

Seriously, i miss you.
its the 13th people. its like 3.15am in the morning and yet im right here, still awake, still online,
i cant put myself to sleep.
thank god there's nabil and panda to entertain me(:
he text me , wishing me a happy 3 months,
upon receiving his message, i burst into tears.
i miss talking to him. I miss his warm tender hugs.
Gosh, i miss everything about him.
I accepted every of his flaws. Really.
I sacrificed alot. But i guess,luck aint on my side.
i gotta lose him in the end.
i know, there's more to life.


Its been one hectic week for me.
Ive gone through it all.
what i'd do now is, to just wait for MR right to come by(:
HAHAHA!
ILOVEmywoodgrovers buddies and NAT AND MIRA(;
muaaaaahh!

Mad!

My heart is beating so fast right now.
My hand is like trembling.
idk why.
maybe something bad might or even had happened.
God, i wanna know why.


Pissed of with ruddy for making mira and i wait.
We waited for at 1 an half hours.
Okay, we could stand it but what really pissed me off was that he didnt even apologies.
Stupid right?
Pfft~


idk why im seriously so scared right now. Really.
Sigh, tomorrow is the 13th. And Sigh. pig baby.
LOL! why am i still thinking about that useless jerk after all that he had done?
stupid kan. Nevermind!


Well, i wanna go and study right now.
Im really not feeling so good. Why is that so?

happyday

teeehee.

ILOOKLIKEA FREAKING GUY. HAHA! Mira is like my Lesbo partner.

MYMIRA(: ILOVEMYBESTFRIEND!

i find this pic super COOL!(: ILOVEYOU! ILOOKLIKESOMECOOLSHITBABE

somehow not sapao ( Al degil )

Panda Domo !

Panda and Nabil. Nisa so cute! ahhaa(:

Candid by Mir'elle!

HAHA! NABIL and ME and Panda's freaking hand

And this are the best(: ( Yan And luq aint there )

HELLO!
Im happy cause i am happy.
i dont wanna be sad amymore. i just wanna let go of the past and keep moving forward.


I can go insane with this bunch of dudes and babes right here.
really. Going out with them is super FUN!
they're such cool people that never fails to put a big wide smile on this face of mine.
Well, Mira, panda and i waited for the two other freaks to reach yishun is like waiting forever.
REALLY!
had our bowling game. I LOST TO NABIL! he scored a total of 101. im like 92~
Pfft~ Takpe nabilabilamausteady. Next time, id beat the ass out of ya.
this time, Yan and Luqqy ade(:
i had so much fun!
Nabil kept calling me tong sampah just because im short.
and now, myself and nabil like debating our issues siaa! haha!
calling each other mat rep and minah rep. *but i aint a minah rep right people?
haha!


Well, ilovelife now.
since i have such wonderful buddies right here with me.
(:
ILOVEMYFRIENDSALOT!
i dont need love to make me happy cause friendship gives me all that.



off to chat with my buddy's
each and everyone of us have our own minah/mat name.
except for luq which goes, uncle luqman!
hahaa!
DIaoo


My open house is tomorrow! (:
lots of sdare's coming over.
PFft~ gonna be cinderella tomorrow.

I believe,

yes.
Met Elly yesterday. We had fun. We bowl like mad.
Eat like orang gila. Everything uh.
Till some group of malay guys and Girls kept following us, Kan elly?
The girls and guys kept looking at us! Pfft~
We're just two innocent girls tryna play bowling or even walk around E!hub(:
I had fun. it somehow help me forget things a little.
I♥you.


it began to pricked me at night.
He's fading away from me.
So, all this while. He's been lying to me.
Read his messages every night without fail and trust that everything he said was the truth.
But actually, it turns out to be a farce. Sigh.


Seriously, i Breakdown yesterday. Ive never felt so stupid.
And at last, i decided to just go for a jog downstairs.
somehow it relieves me. After the jog, i smiled my way home.
And tell myself, everything's gonna be alright. god is giving me obstacles.



HAPPY birthday Mastura baby(:
Golly, thanks for being there for me. I gave you a cake right?
Gotta eat tau.Dont membazir. Pfft~



HAPPPY birthday IjanLittle. Sorrrry lambat
Da 18 sey. Cam smoke legally. Hahaa! Very slenge of him to get caught 2 days before his bday.
Happy happy selalu kay ijan(:


I'd end my post now.
I hope to bowl with my favourite bunch soon.
And thanks Mirelle,Yan,Panda,Luqqy,Amir,Elly,Riz,Ahmad,Khalis,Ruddy,Farhan For cheering me up and giving me endless advice. You guys have been suchha great friends(:


Toodles.
I guess i dont need love. Cause love=hurt.



Oh yes, btw, i wore his blue beaded bangle.
I lost it yesterday but amazingly, i found it!
And why is that Lanyard missing? sigh. i Gotta find it. I gotta find it!
Sighh. i think thats the reason why i cant sleep that well.
Cause i need that lanyard to sleep. Sighs.


Sorry that i didnt call you that night riz.
i was too tired. Really very sorry.

It looks like im doing great

Hello.
I'm really happy this past few days. Really.
My circle of friends is just awesome.



went to panda house to study.
Pfft~ Al cheated us.
hahaa! Its like, Woodlands ring road, he confidently said, Woodlands circle.
Wasted two bucks~
Studying at panda house is CRAZY.
really, i smiled, laughed alot.
Panda sang a song dedicated to me about pigbaby.
it nearly tears me up.
But one thing that sure stunned me was when
Ahmad muhammad turon from the stairs,
Saw me and said, EHH! and smile and said hello.
stunned laa, looking at the real thing. HAHHA!
hahaha(: CUTEEEEEEEEEE LA SIAAAAA's!
Mira and i bought ice cream at macs.
hahaa! We ran there. HAHAAHAHA! GILAAA people. i know.
then Sword la. COOL keper? hahaa!


Oh yes, that day i met Diddy! (:
super funzzz.
He cheered me up like shit! COOL shit huh?
i know. Kuti me like what. Sakit siols. blueee black!


And ive yet to attend any classes during the block revision!
hahaa(: but yes, i do study at home.
i chiong like mad!


And did i mention? i think, think i saw my cute guy.
he's schooling at marsiling sec.
Sec 3 most prolly.
he's leg injured. sampai bawak payuung.
when he look at me ( i was in the bus, he was crossing the road )
he look, anddddd smile.
Sial la. I melt like ice.
cheyy Tak luhh!


Omg, im really happy laaa.
serious shit.
Farhan promised a surprise next tuesday(:
Weeeeee~
he's saddd too/ Soo both will cheer each other up!
(:


and yes,


Riz limegreen.
if youre reading this,
hmm, dont sadsad la buddy ku!
you sad, i sad.
you gotta stay strong aite.
shes aint worth your tears.
got 34465768796790879 millions trillions girls out there that deserves you better(:
Cheer up dude. Pakcikku!(:


anddd andd, im meeeeeting elly baby today!
(:
we go studyy and BOWL!(:
hahaha! i know. sounds stupid!
but hack caree.
Falalalallaa(:
Alright, i wanna go and bathe.
nak siapsiap!
toodles gang(:


and YES, before i forget,
Dididegil adik ku.
if you need me, id be there for you.
24 hours kay? Nisa sad. Didi pon sad.
hmm, takmu kay?? Cheer up adik.
(:


i wonder why, its like, Most of my friends are getting hurt by their partners.
including me. sigh, this is life.
My hot babes and dudes, relax aite. We gotta believe in karma. they'd get what they did to us.
4 times the pain they have caused us!. hahaa(:


toodles.!

That convo cheers me up!

He cheered me up like shit.
thank god i have him as friend.
TOODLES.
id update tomorrow.





Lots of LOVE!

I guess i'm okay

Oh yes.
I guess he aint worth all that.
I thank izzat for being there for me.
God, without him. i guess i could just breakdown and cry every minute.
I deserved better.


Alright, im off to meet my fellow 4e10.
although class ends at 930.
we're still coming.
now is like, 845?
ahaha! Puas hatii tak ya datang kan? i know.
but what i care.
haha!


meeting woodgrovers today. studyy wuddy judyy cuddy(:
Idk if im still meeting izzat?
maybe tomorrow?
Idk.
And meeting farhan, My Primary school mate
next tuesday. He's gonna treat me to a lunch and we're going timezoneee.
He wanted to cheer me up.


nevertherless, the person i should really thank is
Mirelle 16 .
hahaha! Iloveyugirl. youve been there for me when i really could use a friend
ILOVEYOU.
And nat, you too. (: ILOVEYOUBOTH ALOAD.


off to school. Toodles all.

i cant stop thinking about it!

Hello.
Lets just say, i'd be okay if you are.


oh yes, today most prolly going out!
(:
I dont know why, im thinking much about what is really happenening in my life.
i wanna be carefree uh! dont think much nisa.
everything's gonna be alright.
just go with the flow and make sure myself wont end up getting hurt.
its not that i've move on, ive yet to. ILOVEHIMALOT
Really, but when i think back, this guy aint true to me.
is he worth all that?
Sighh. really, Ilovehimalot yet he does all this to me.


Im going to school tomorrow. can i like say, Finally?
hahaha!


guess what ive been doing since morning?
Stalk harith zikri.
hahaa! Goodness gracious.
He's from springfield secondary and he still looks the same.
no difference at all.
Anyone, know him?
and he is in his soccer team ( you guys should know how much i like guys that plays soccer )
hahaha! He's freaking cutee.
Pfft~ checkcheck da ada matair
Hahahaha! he's my first crush. Cannot get over it. hahaa its like 10 years ago nye story siaAa!


Asraff messaged me. managed to cheer me up just a little.
i know, there's more after o's/
HAHAHA!


Alright,
i gotta blast.


and did i tell you guys that ARSENAL WON BLACKBURN WITH A 6-2 Score?
hahaha!
its arsene Wenger's anniversary.
and arsenal has done him proud.
way to go.
fabregas assist 4 goals and scored one.
Vermaelen,Van persie, Arshavin, Fabregas, Theo walcott, Bendtner(:
BAIK Arsenal.


btw, man U, Draw eh?
hahaha! Tsktsktsk!'







toodles(:

And i thought he was that soundtrack

Hey
i thought it was going my way this time round.
it isnt.
Never have i felt so down before. Never have i felt this disappointed before.
your choice could make a big difference in my life.


Sorry for that,
im going through shits in my life.
i need asraff right here with me cause asraff understands me the best!
But all this gotta wait till olevels is done.
insyallah, i'd get to see what life is really all about.
I need someone to talk some sense into me.
someone that i could fully rely on.


right now, it felt as though, i've already lost you
to think, my history is repeating itself.
i lost my confidence in everything.


i punch the wall so hard that its like, in bruises and skin=peeled off
see how pathetic and insane i could get!
i cant seem to concentrate on the OLEVELS.
Sigh, life=downdown down!


i just hope,
miracles could just struck me?
maybe karma might hit you back hard?


ON THE BRIGHTER SIDE,
i have my girls right here with me.


part and parcel of life,
sigh, Really, can my life get any worser?


i think, i should just wait till olevels end.



for now, i leave everything in god hands.
i'd go with the flow.
all i want now, is to see you, happy.
you dont have to care about me.
your happiness is all that matters to me.



i made a huge sacrifice.
its not my loss.

Icehockey;Bring it on!

HEHEH~

Hello!
Random as ever. Ever as random.
Went out with the Woodgrovers ;
Panda, Luqman, Nazim, Nabil , Al, Aziemah , Ian.
Mira told me last minute and i agreed gleefully cause i dont wanna be stucked at home.
Was supposed to meet her at 2.45pm, HAHA! i reached at 3pm.
Eventhough i reached late, Mira aint there yet.
She came 15 minutes later ( janji melayu mahhh! Mira standard )
So went over to Causeway to meet those people!
At first, i was super shy. Ate at Banquet! MiraSayang treated me to Korean Food!
Muahaha! Its nice. Imagine, eating mayonaise with chicken and rice ( the chicken sedap, Id bring ♥ there to eat! ) Btw, thanks MIRA(:
Andd, we makanmakan. Luq went to banquet to meet us all.
After that, We go to Timezoneeeee! ( relief Stressssss )
The queue was long.Mira and I play daytona! HAHAA(:
Chey nisa 1st. HAHA! Panda and Nazim Ajak-ed mira and i Play some Stupid game.
Mcm Kene Shootshooot. Mcm err. AHHAA! ahh bodoh uh. yang kene pakai gun!
HAHAHAHA! susah uh nak cakap! Havoc!
After that, Mira and i played shoot the Basketball. HAHAHHAAHAHA! We suck! really.
thenn the guys decided to play Ice hockey! Panda and luq were the first.
Really, till the bende sampai melayang.
Mira and i keep on topping up Nabil's card. too rich uhh!
HAHAHA! I versus mira in a game of ice hockey. We both were covered in Sweat!
the best part was that, Luq and me->team. Mira and Panda->Team
HAHAHAAH! I sucked at defending. Panda played cheat. BIGTIME!
haaha! Eventually, Luq and i won!(:
HAHAHA! Luq wanted to versus me in a game, but thenn. Takpe. lain kali.
he said, Man utd and Arsenal Clash!
AHHAHAHA! Merepek!" Winners versus winners" To nazim cause he was in a LIVERPOOL Jersey ( Liverpool lost what!\ )! haha(:
bitch about a bitch after that
and about 630pm, mira and i left for yishun.
she reedeemed her contact lenses, and we went to the library/.
( Bob messaged me, and told us that he was at the library)
So met the Awesome people.
Slack for while, and went home after that!
HOMESWEEEETHOMEEEE!


HAHAHAHA! panjang peeeeee post?
Its rare to see me post this super long.
HAHAHA! its a good thing. cheyy!
I had fun. Really. super Really!
I was all smile




However,
♥ is always in mind! 24 hours;CheyChey!


Most prolly, going to jalan raya with the Woodgrovers tomorrow!
(:
they're such nice people. Reallllyyyyy!


Bob ajaked go study with them all on saturday.
Insyallah kay bob!


Oh alright, i gotta blast. Go fly kite uh boss.


I♥MySayang ALOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT~
I miss you laaa baby! Kay Da bis!



And mira, dont think much kay. Its his loss! And mira, Like what Daytona said,
wait for RKT!(((:


And oh ya! Saw MELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!
She's Darnnnnn prettyyy!
she hugged me so tight! Awwwwww!

I'm only gonna break your heart

HELLO!
how about that?
I woke up late today and i doubt i'd be attending school.
Macam malas gitu. Really. CH and Chemistry ONLY.
I thought, it was like 820am or what la. But check2 da 930am
I thought class starts at 11 am cause i heard from my classmates like that.
And and, eventually, checked the timetable. Class starts at 850am!
Haha. I called mira and asked her.
Godd dang it! How can i miss school? GODGODGOD!~


Basically, i was super sad over what happened between me and ♥
Really. ♥ didnt take the initiative to even message me.
All along, ♥ was waiting for me to message him.
Woah, One WHOLE day siaa dia tak message or call.
Hati banyak risau! But then again, we talked things out, and thank god, we're okay again.
♥; You gotta stop assuming things about me. Really.
Im not contacting other guys other than you kay.
God, if only i know howta prove it to him, i will siaa.
hmm, maybe we need more trust eh ♥?
Nevertheless,
ILOVEYOUAlOTstill.


Lepak-ed with the technical People yesterday. They're such COOOL people.
Really, Can't stop laughing. Esp BOB.( aku tak perna berbual ngan dia ) HAHA(:
We were in the library la. Bob Kept rolling his eyes and danced like a monkey.
Its hilarious. Really.
Laughed my ass off. Thanks guys for that really hilarious day(:


Breakups isnt a cool thing.
when i look at my friends, i began to ponder.
when i look at how my Bf's/Gf's cry,
it tears me up too.
Sigh, If only i could help.
all i could do was to make some Stupid joke.
and hope they'd laugh.
Eventually. they did.
but i know. deep inside them, they're SUPER SAD!
This is some of the reasons why, i dont wanna have a boyfriend.


oh alright, i think this is long enough.
gonna meet mira and Panda and ??? for lunch later!!
I wanna play soccer laa!
(:




Okay, i gotta blast.
toodles.
Iloveyousayang!