Im lying if i say i dont love him

HELLO!

 I'd update real soon.

in the meantime, toodles all.

I♥thatshortguy!

Muahh!
i've cut my fringe. and its freaking ugly. Fringe, please grow! 

Me plus you

HELLO!

There's still tons of pictures,but im too lazy to post it.


Im so carefree with my life now.
Big "O"s is in like 31 more days, and here i am. BLogging.
Not even studying.
God, DEAD la like this. how to chiongggggggggggggg?!
Mati Mati, Tentu Mati.

this is what i call sweet.

Muahahaa!

well, He just cant be beat la!

And for the first time, HE PRAISES ME.

HAHA!

 

I get tired too easily this past few days.
And i'd sleep like nobody business.

Prelims result is atrocious. ( Wakeup nisa! )

Dont wish to talk about it.
cause its atrocious!
AHAHA!(:



Imma tryna stay positive.
I guessed its much better like that.

I dont wanna hurt you anymore.

and dont say all those about yourself cause you know, you're nothing like that.

(:


AND now, i gotta blast.
Gonna wake him up at 2.

She's worth a million eh DIk?

rayakaya

Hello world.
your voice is the soundtrack of my life
cause you make me go , OOOhhh Ahhhh!(:
(HAHAHAAHHAHA!)

I know. Im late at updating.
Will upload most of the picta at facebook!
Boohooo to you guys who doesnt have a facebook.
Hahaha(:

Hari raya is magnificent.
i get to meet almost all my cous. YesYes. esp Azlan.(:
Ilovehari raya cause= Cashflow!


Prelims results;atrocious.
I gotta mug la. 1 hour chem. 1 hour physics. 1 hour maths. Gotta stay discipline.
Nak jadi PE teacher what! Perseverance. endurance. and id make it to the top
Muahhahahhahahahha(:   
(:


Basically, im crapping shit about shitty people.
Well, dont say you miss when you dont.
Dont act as though youre one biggg thang la.
And and, When it comes to us, all you guys gotta say is
" i gotta go home. My _____ this and that "
Foooh, but when it comes to them. Gee, i dont see why you could Hangaround with em when your examinations is just around the corner. ( banyak eh masa kau/korang )
fed la whenn you guys ditch us just like that.
Oh cmon, you say you miss us but when you see us,
all you did was to IGNORE. Stupid Bloodyhell.
Dont tell me it always gonna be us to initiate on meeting each other.Oh cmon, ____friends abis!
the thing i cant forget was you tryna be in everyone's good books.
Bleeaaah, youre trying so hard to fit into the society.
Be a gangster? oh cmon girl. you're way better than this.
And stop acting as thought youre such a HOTTY.
Bleaaah~ people tend to look down on you,
and yes, watch your mouth before i rinse it for you.


Haha, Why waste energy on People(s) who just cant seemed to care.
They acted so good that i think they beat the shit out of Brad pitt and Angelina jolie.
Dramatic girl(s)/Boy(s)
btw, if you wanna know, your name(s) aren't in my dictionary any more.
you gotta cheek to call me friend, go and die, or how about fly my kite?
HAHAHA!
She talk about N, A yang kene.
Stooooooooooooopiiidddd iidddiiiioottttttttt~




Handed in my art already.
Hehe.(:
It was disgusting. HAHAA(:
i like my artist reference part only.
Itu part je lawa.




Sweetestdrug<33
I miss you so much. So many days, endless hours( BOlink )
Your big wide smile just captivates me.
Your warmhug's;God. Is what im longing for( other than fabregas of course )
mylove.mylove.mylove.mylove




temptation.
i cant resist em.
Hahahaa, im tempted.
TO meeeet Faizal isa.
golly, he's hot kay. And and, he looked like a gay yestd.
he wore a mascara and lipgloss.but well, he's still sizzling hot kay!




i really dont know what else to say la.
hmm, when i think there's something to blog about,
I will blog it out.
for now, its toodles yaww.


my super short mat(:

Its a post called post

Hello.
stupid short post.
will post tomorrow in the morning.

just wanna say happy 4 months(:

  you know, i know. sssssshhhhhhhhhhh! (Public dont know)


And thank god i dont socialize with people that much
cause they say, the truth hurts.
And when you get to know something about the person you trust most is backstabbing you,
you'd get fed.
Thank god. My girls aint like that. Kan nat and mira? ILOVEYOU.


Sheila, Mia and hajar will be joining myself with the northland guys for a soccer match.
Soooon ehh(;

KAKI AKU TEMPANG!
The world is senget sebelah.
HAHA(:
kay bye! 

 

I wont be the one losing out

Everything seems so stupid.

this aint a hari raya post.

Sigh, Im devastated la.

To think when you love someone and that someone just dont appreciates it.

To think PSP is way important la.

till even forget the ones you love.

And when i'd confront to you about all this things, you'd think im such a pain the arse.

Dammit you. Im feeling super insecure and Really, those feelings you had for me ain't true right?

since 'O' Levels is 36 more days, I wish to forget about all this stupid things that is like hurting me, mentally. I cant concentrate with studies la! 

I cried the whole night, thinking whether i was in the wrong. But no. I made such a huge sacrifice.

And i can Proudly say that i'm not contacting other guys other than you. 

Im being really honest right now.

God, i dont know that im this fragile la.Where's that super strong Nisa 3 months back? 

this love is more than i could ask for.

toodles people.

Pictures to Hari Raya will be posted realll sooon.

I miss my cousins awfully load.

And Azlan promised to follow me to a Singapore Idol Roadshow so that i can meet Faizal Isa.

IloveyouAzlan!(:

MuahhMuahhMuahh!

And btw, i need 5 girls for a soccer match.

We'd be joining with a group of northland guys.

cause they have a match with the west la.

beep me if you're interested kay.

I miss my girls; NAT AND MIRA  and this particular bestfriend of mine who have been MY pillar of hope.

without him, i screw everything up.

Sigh, and lover, mend your ways.

 

 

Friend is eating me. i scared.

HELLO!

I hate friend/

cause friend talk bad about me and my friend.

Stupid friend. HAHA(:

 

 Friend eat friend isnt a cool thing eh.

who teach you all that? School eh?

Pfft~ dont girlfriend me, Friend.

Haha. Pretending to be nice isnt a cool thing either~

Woah, cant believe that youre this kind of person eh.

Gee, sometimes. LOOKS can be quite deceiving.

Pfft~ stupid person. GET A LIFE

Went to Woodlands!

I bought Mega macspicy for buka puasa.

Sapp, nice uh! ( first time, FULL GILAAA )

Headband's which cost till $20 bucks.

Freaking nice la!

Bought Wristbands ( so last year, but SO ? )

Overall. nice la.

i bought this realll cute ring.

hahaa(: ( nisa gonna look like a girl during HAri raya )

Mumma lending me her Salvatore Ferragamo pumps to me for Hari raya.

HAHA! Finally.

okay, now im in love with another youtube singer.

hahaa. 

Check him out!

Freaking hot.  Anyone can sing just like him?

sing for me kay?

Hahaha!


Hari raya is tomorrow!(:
YAY!


Sweetestdrug is really very sweet and thoughtful.
God, Lovehimsomuch.


okay, i gotta blast.
nak pasang langsir tengah2 ,malam!
HAahaha!
Muaaah people!(:

Oh yes, i slept for 45 minutes for my MALAY PAPER ONE.

told ya.

hahaa(:

and mira was really distracting.

KEep coughing.

Stupid asss.PFTT~

HAHAA!

Kay, nak go flykite.

You meant the most

 

Hello!
im gonna start this post with a stupid sad note;
 

Seriously, I cant really depend on anyone for happiness.
I've been trying real hard to be the one for you, but things just wont work out.
Its not easy to show someone that you love them,
its not easy to care about that someone.
But beneath me, i know. I did.
You just gotta trust me. Really. 
You always emphasis that trust is important in a relationship ( not that im having one right now )
Without trust, there wont be love.
( why am i talking nonsense shits )
Seriously sayang, if you think im not all that, talk things out with me.
You said, she cares about you. Oh of course.
You knew her way before you know me.
So its really unfair to compare myself with her.
If you think she's way better than me, just go ahead with her. Im happy if you are.






Life's a climb ( miley cyrus, pinjam line )
God, i dont know how else i could end this stupid puzzle im stuck with.
first you say you love me, the next you dont.
first you're so nice to me, the next you dont.
I may have a bad past with those Jerks, Pfft~
But i dont want you to be just like one of them.
Im not giving up. I gotta show everyone that i can.
Love, You gotta believe in me.




Hello once again,
Im having Malay paper 1 prelim today!
God, Its just karangan and surat kiriman rasmi.
the same thing. Again and again
2 hours paper, i have a hunch that im gonna sleep during that duration given.
Art;
Hahaa! i've not been doing anything about it.
Seriously, Mr selvam is gonna kill/chop/eat me.
5 pages only. Ding ding ding, Im dead!




Seriously, i got nothing else to talk about.
with this mood, everything just seems so wrong.
I wanna break down and cry. Crycrycry.


All the best for my malay O levels prelim later on.
toodles.
   

thaqif sing me something

And im in lurrrrrrve with thaqif melodious voice.
Seriously, super nice.
you guys should check him out. Really. 
Boleh jadi gile dengar dia nyanyi.
Online je, go youtube and dgr thaqif nyanyi.


currently, listening to Faizal Isa!
alamak, cuteee pee dia? Haha!

REALLLLLLY! INLOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELAAASIAAA!

I dont really understand some people la.

Seriously, Kate nak tengok aku happy, beh bile aku happy, kau mcm Sia!@#@$@#%

seriously, Tak masok akal la. Pleaseeee!

I metttt the most sweetest guy on earth just now.

he's flaws=pasir pasir kat beach.

HAHA! endless. And he's creating sins wherever he goes.

But thenn. Aww, he's suchaa love.

Really, that hug. HELPS!

alright. im off toooo listen to thaqif sing.

hahaha!

ILOVEFACEBOOK!
 

id count those days since you left.

'

GOD!

you gotta help me.

Really. Im likeeee super sad right now.

Goddd. i gotaa perservere la

Mira suffered more. So, i gottaa be strong in facing all this challenges.

i just wanna let you know that i love you so much.

I'd be counting those days since you left aite boo.

Its been a day since you talked.

Sigh, i gotta shake this feeling off.

Really, im down.

well, thanks to Thaqif. Im OKAY! Muahahahahha(:

really, anyone knows thaqif personally? Can kenalkenal kan with me?

HAHA. oh no. get a life nisa.

Like what Fairuz said" IM IN LOVE WITH CELEB'S"

Tell me about it,

Im like realllly active in facebook.

find me there kay people.

See that convo there?

Mr eiffel tower said, RED IS BETTER.

much better than limegreen

finally, he admits it.

MUahahahhahahahahaha! he's arsenal's new toilet cleaner.

he's job is approved.

Muahahaha!

IM INLOVEWITH thaqif's voice la.

serious shit.

IWANTNOBODYBUTYOU.

hahaha(:

im off to layan Mr eiffel tower nonsense.

Muahahaha.

Maths paper TWO is tomorrow.

WEEEEEEEE~

toodles.

all the best to me.

FAIZAL ISA IS HOTTTT LA.

pleaseeeeeeee.

Sighs!

Tak jadi jumpe asraff)):


Updates at night.

toodles.

Semalam i call you, You tak answer

Hello
i slept at 3am and woke up at 7am.
Oh yes, I'm meeting asraff later on, He's coming to Yishunnnnn(:
HAHAHA. Lagi! SO?



I was mad at dad for closing the window to my BUFFERED hannah montana Episode.
Its a ONE HOUR SHOW MAN! And there's the HOT Jake Bryan.
BLEAAAAAAH~

It took me ages to buffered them. ( i'm just exaggerating )
Well, it sure took me long la. Nevermind, I'd buffer em again.
Pfft~  


I'm having a Damnnnn One in a Million stomachache.
Seriously, i could go bonkers. 
This is when, My really CUTE(ironically) washroom becomes my bestfriend.
HAHAHAA!


Pfft~
Asraff is fast asleep. I've told him i could meet him.
Wake uppppppp! BANGUUUUUUUUUUUUUUN's

 

Nanto!Manto.( kay sumpah no link)

Nan is really thoughtful!
My Reallllyyy gooooood friendddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd!
Nan, chuiiii(: 


Last but not least,
A post dedicated to my Reallllly "cute" ( pukee to death ) 15 year old small "brother"
Presentingggggggggggggggggg;

He's Really Step cute Face. HAHAHA!( rambot da grow )

 Didi Degil; 

Haha! i owe you a post right, HAHAHA!
Didi Is my reallly awesome small brother.
Always giving me Really good advices to cope with life.
( most of the time, it was me laa)
Never Fails to cheer me up! ( With his nonsense, Idk how i could stand it)
He always say that i COPIED him. ( Actually, he was the one. HAHAHA )
*im good at lying. 
And the best part is, HE OWES ME SEOUL GARDEN!
Ini baru dikatakan Brother. (:
HAHAHA! 
D, Nisa Degil Dah Post pasal D tauu!
And and, 

LASTLONG With Tasha!

i dont wanna hear anymore nonsense from you ehhh(:
 STAY HAPPPPYYYY!
Kay Dah habis! ( THANK ME )


allright, Asraff's Awake now.
Nak pergi Long John.
chey, Tak luhhhh( Alif's Tone )

TOODLES people.
NAk go fly kite. REAL HIGH sampai kite stuck at tree.
FAKE


OHHHH YAAAA.
Today is Arsenal's Match Vs Man City.
Today or tomorrow eh? Later i'd buy newspaper.
HAHA!
DO watch kay. I wanna See how Toure and Adebayor fair in this game.
Bleaaaaaaah~


Off to watch Hannah Montana.


I MISS 4e10 and I miss my babygirls.
CAN i CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?
HAHAHA!
BYEEEEEEEeeeeeeeee.
 

Im in Love.

IM IN LOVE.

IN LOVE. LOVELOVELOVELOVE!

Updates to last

 

Hello!

New Blogskin. I was like, i gotta change my blogskin.

Therefore, a new Blog skin.

Oh yes, been staying at home for the past few days.

Really, its much better. 

SO tomorrow, i'd be staying at home and help my mama with the Kuih Raya!

I'm like super excited! Since i cant fast, Like Old people say

"sambil menyelam minum air"

Haha(:

Today is like On the 10th.
Seriously, i gotta move on. I dont deserve a Jerk like him la.
Well he lied alot. God, i was blind, Wasn't i?
I fell in love with a guy whom just aint true of his feelings.
whatever. Im so getting over him

                                                                                (:                                                                                       

             
Oh yes! I did mention that im gonna meet my asraff right?

yes, we met! 

oh my, it was suchhaaa blast!

Thanks asraff for the day(:

From Bugis to Changi Airport.

HAHA(: 

He pissed me off, well i pissed him off too!

I called him a dog, and he called me a Pig.

( in all animal's, Why pig? HAHA )

I've never laughed so hard!(:

And he broke that 8 months record!

Im in love.Yes, i am.

Only god know how much i love him.

Iloveyousayang!

Cats;

I have suchaa cute cats.

ginger just wouldnt share food with the rest.

Grr~ she is just so oh adorable man!

(:

Ilovejacko ALOT.

he's sleeping right infront of the computer screen! Oh my.

Freakkiiing cute! And he had Hiccups just now.

Oh my. Very adorable la!

 Faizal isa is super Ass cute.

gosh! (:

Nicholas Zacky is he's friend

and Nicholas gave me his Fb add.

Gosh, Faizal isa just Added me.

hahaa! Aku da macam Orang gileeee.

Hahaha!

Alright, seriously, i got nothing to talk about.

Nanto and me Ber pakat. HAHAA(:

Fav boy, watch out!

Muahahahahahahahaha(:

ILOVEYOUFavboy!

Im Craving for Long John Silver's chickennnn.

(reminiscing what actually happened on 17june.

HAHA! I dont know how to eat my chicken!

And asraff Is allergic to Chicken!HAHAHAA!(:)

hahaha! Asraff, Bring me there. Puhleaseee.

Oh yes, insyallah, i'd go out with you next saturday for the Autoshow.

I know, YOU LOVE CARSSSSSSS SO  MUCH!

Haha(:

Okay, I gotta go and fly my kite.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

ILOVEMASTURA Cause she's like a livin angel.

girl, you gotta move on too! He does not deserve you.

He lied alot kan?

HAHA!

Whatever la! (:

I WANNA LEARN HOWTA PLAY MAFIA WARS!

i wanna prove him WRONGGG.
Grrr~