im happy if ure happy

i know that the days have been dying. im sad . devasted. its like everything is dying. including me.
ive known that this might happened and im very prepared for this.=((.
if i know this might happened,i might as well kill myself.im to be blame.=((!


20.07.07
okey. amira, this was the day when we perform..haha. rational harmony day.
okay, in the morning i wore a MAROON colour baju kurung. haha.same as nasir.
yar. we planned it. but we fought .haha. syg u shud noe.. its was scary lar. kene perform.
went i stand up on stage, "nisa bagus". i heard someone said that, so i was not that shure.
im trembling wif fear.haha.mira.me.nami.. need tuh dance indian. like fuck. haha.
but overall i had fun. haha. i didnt went npcc. i was fucking tired. yup. TIRED.
so nasir sent me home. he went sembahyang!!finally. haha..
i then msg him, wantiing tuh meet him again. so he went tuh meet me again at 3.30pm.
we did nothing at all. haha=))..
at night, i went hougang...i talked on the phone wif nasir up till 3.am.haha.
syg i cry sial.haha.

21.07.07 (saturday)
saturdayy... what did i do? haha. i forget lar. haha.
oh i did not do anything. i just stayed at home.. nothing much happened. yup. ntg much.
haha... nasir called me again at nyte.we tlaked till 12. mum was scolding me.


22.07.07(sunday)
sunday.. i had much fun. went tuh AMK hub. went shopping for foodies. haha. i do ate alot.=))
i love iit.. haha. i had 1/2 chicken wif spaggethi. can u imaginE? i ate dat lot?haha. im like a hungry monster.haha. so i wore the shert nasir bought me for.=)) it was preety. i took many pictures.its like FUN!!!i look fucking nerdy. haha.

i ate snow icey. FUCK its nicelar sial!!!hahaa


i dun wish tuh update about what happened during this date,im not in the mood.
i just wanna talk whta i wish tuh talk about,
saturday, that is yesterday,.. i went too causeway point,.
and guess what?? a guy ask me my number. i was shocked at ferst.
haha.he was looking at me. smilling, looking..staring.showed his fren to me, i was like what to do?what to do? im so shocked.haha.=)) that guy was handsome, cute too. haha.
his a sec 3 guy. schooling in yuhua.=)) yup. his fifteen. hs cute. goshh,
haha.=))!!!
but whatever it is, i still love nasir.!!!!!!!!!!! nasir is my BOIFREND!! he stole my heart,!!!!!no one can steal it away!!!

okay. for the soccer guys,
make shure u do well in mondays game,
must win juying sial!!
haha.
juying puki.
haha.

bloods. promise me kay??
love krg2 sume.
haha.


i gtg.

so here i am,,
listing my BLOODS brothers and sisters,

nasir.
iwan.
qamarul.
faizal.
nazirul.
shafiq.
hafidz.
muzzaqir.
azhar.
imran.
the blood brothers.
nisa.
amira,
hajar.
namira.
nami.
ainur.
the blood sisiters.


my final say,
i just wanna let nasir ali know,
that i only love him.
no one but him.
i dun care what or soever.
i love you. i love you.
=)))

140207 will forever last!!

oh gawd people. im so sorry if ive not update .haha.im so busy to update. haha. last saturday was the last time i blogged.so im here now. filling up those juices which u wud want to noe.

monday.16.07.07

i can say , 16.07.07 is a really BAD fucking day.. isnt it amira?hmm. i wasnt allowed to watch nasir play soccerr and wad the hell is that.i cried. haha. mama is bad. she even grounded me. so i was told tuh be back home before "3pm". gosh, im grounded. wad the hell is that?so ahajr and mia didnt watch soccer.just because of me.sorry my syg.=(( sob2.i wasnt the only one hu left hurt,mira too. she cried. hmm. cause of this GUY arr. damn all this guys hu just love to make a girl CRY!i hate guys hu make a girl cry FOR the bad reason..hmm, btw,my drawing nice ryte?until many2 people puji.suker gue. haha. soccer match.hmm, they drawed to christ church.2-2.haha.my syg scored 2.

17.07.07
so, the stories go on.haha. nasir sent me home .straight afterr school.iwas grounded and wasnt allowed tuh go anywhere at all.=((so he went training.i went home.but he sent me home.its better then never sent me home at all.he was the one hu requested to antar me.so ikot jer ar.we saw fir and kak hanis.haha.we kissed and bid farewell.gosh, im in love wif him

18.07.07

i had dance prac after school.nasir went out wif faizal and all. so im left at school.2.00pm-2.15pm.

chatteed wif hajar,azhar and qamarul.amira wen tuh follow kak shahidah go home.so 2.15pm,i was left tuh talk tuh azhar.so we chated.nothing to tell.all boring stuff.and *i* gay?hmm.so i waited till amira went back skul.then she bought fries.so we ated.saw zair and yuni, and we began chatted. i ask zair,"i" gay? he said. yeah maybe. haha. iwas shocked. i told azhar.and he was like, HUH?? hahaha.den kak suriana called us,told us tuhh go multi-purpose room.so at last we dance at 4e8.haha.so dance and dance and i went off at 4.30.nasir msg me tuh be come down fast.so i quickly make my way.and i found him.at basket ball court.he took amira drawing block by mistake.haha.so he sent me home,but i didnt went straight went home.hehe. ..ada arr hal.=)))kan syg?haha. i love you.

19.07.07

soccer boys had a match. tk slh they lost ar..2-1. nasir scored the one.ahaha.we went spore polytechnic.guess wad?we partner imran.=)mira and zair2.so we sat at the back of the bus.hmm.zair.mira.yun.me.imran.i sat beside imran obviously,and zair2 and mira sat tuhgether.gosh they look like a couple.so we had shots of pictures taken.and we chatted. i scooped imran biscuits.gosh,i like him.=)) haha. joking arr. . . imran, kau sweet ar.so at poly,i sat beside him again.we sat veryy close.haha. mcm matair.everywhere he go i followed.haha.zair sat beside mira.haha.so after that went treasure hunting at poly.gosh its shure fun.amira and zair stopped by a vending machine to buy food.haha.they shared it.again,looked like matair.haha. so went ran around2.haha.and we came in 4th.haha.. resultS?we came in 2nd!!wtf like dat.we were just infront of tanglin SEC.its like whatever.FUCK if we have been fast, we could have won! haha. tk puas. we won mars chocolates and won lights.haha. so mrepek.haha.so wentback school,dance prac.LAST REHEARSEL.so we dance. haha.den we were being halau.haha.den soccer boys went back.wif sad22 faces.goshh.=((. haha. so i went home wif darlinkk nasir.mia,iwan,hajar.=)). amira and nami went buy contacts.haha.i bought food.haha. and FREAKYLY i gort mad iwf nasir. he sent me home, but i was putting a forwn all the way. at my block, i asked fer the food and he at ferst didnt want tuh let me have it, i then went mad.i cried okay??mama ask me, "asl ngan kau??"and i was like nothing ahppened.and i went tuh room,SLIT.=)) LITENINO.=)) gosh its an artwerk.haha. ilove himsee?? we are CUTE.







im gonna update this much.=))sorrie everyone.i update later kay?i nid tuh eat.i buyy foody2.haha.=))lotsa loves.nisa.i love nasir ali.=)))!!!!!

hiee

tuhday.14.07.07

i had much2 fun with my dear2.
hehs.
went out at 11.20.am
and waited for two BOYS.until likee
1 plus. . .
mendak siots tunngu drg dtg.
hmm. . . .
i asked nasir to check the time,
and IT WAS 1.09p.m=13.09pm.
hahaha.NICE SIAKK..
zul and kidzer.
hmmm. . . .
zul has good sense of wearing.
butt the KASOT SPOILT.
kidzer??
hmm.. he looks good in anything.
haha.
nasir wore a jacket.(he thought of going tuh the movies)
butt, nope.we didnt catch. it was front seat.
hu wants a front seat?
hahaha.
ate at burgerking.
hmm.. i didnt eat.
wait. i did. french fries.
nasir ate burgerr.he tried tuh give some,but aku nie ngade2 tk nk.
MALU SIOTS.
hahaha.
aku mkn burok.
hehs.
i took pictures of myself on his handphone.
hahah.
and put one pic as his wallpaper.
(just hope he doesnt change it)
nasir prasaan jadyy mickey mouse(WHEN HIS NOT EVEN ONE)
so afterr like eating, the guys thought of catching a SCARRy movie.
FRONT SEAT. god thanks.WE DIDNT WATCH. i hate SCARRY movie.
i shout later like hell.hahaha.
nasir bought me BABY BUGS BUNNY.
hahaha.
i likee.
"TK DER BUGS BUNNY",tapi padahal sbelah.
afterrr that, we went tuh the highest level and sat for a while.
theres dis woman, pushing a cart full of coke.
and zul was like.
"one coke please"
sajerr jerr sakk dektuu.
hhaaha.
then, we went into sport shops.(nike,adidas,world of sports and such)
hahaha.
we went into newurban shop(i guess,cineleisure level 3)
hmm. . then my mum beep nasir.
hmm.
what time comin home.
haha. we do lie.
hahaha.
hahahhahhahahaha. . . . .
none of the shertss caught my eye.
but this sherrt dooh.
hmm.
ROMEO AND JULIEt,
nice. and sexy. hahaha.
we then walk2 go wisma.
went into topshop.
hmm. nasir saw this shert (in pink)
hmm, i kinnda like it. but not that muchh.
hmmm..
so we went upstairs.
GIRLLS sectionn.
hahaha.
the guys were paying attention tuh the shades.
me?? looking for PINK clothes tuh wear.
abg dedel serve me.
hmm.
what a STUPID outfit he gave.
hahaha.
it was so BARING.
hahaha.
so i went off meet those guys.
hmm. still laughing and goofing about the SHADES.
hahaha.
the heart-shades, simply sucks.
hu would wear those shades?
funny sial.

hahaha.
we then went isetan.
hahaha.
we look truhh stuff.
and kidzer "lawar sak word"(he was holding those FAKE DOLLS BREAST)hahhaa.
zul?pelok2.hahhaa.
mrepekk sey drg.
me and nasir seriously cant find what suits us the best.
hmm, we went till 6th level.hahaha.
mcm bdk bdh.
so we walk2.
and saw FLESH imp.
hmm.
i saw a shert which totally catch my eye.
hmm, so look and browse.nasir oso choose.
hahha.
so zul and kidzer was knowhere to be found.
and nasir beep them up.
they were like just right beside the shop.
hahahha.
mcm bdk bdh.
so we chose two sherts.
IN PINK
i really like the pattern so we bought at $35 for two piece.
hahaha.
we then went into shops.
and nasir saw a nike shert which he like..
but he doesnt buy.
haha.
not IMPORTANT HE SAY.
hahaha.
so after that thought of going causeway
so we're off tuh causeway.
it was a damn it CROWDED mrt.
hahaha.
nasir HUG me. and i hug him too.
oh goshh..
im seriously in love with HIM!!
i just want my babies daddy tuh be him
hahaha. at yishunn.
mum beep nasir again.
and we had to get down at admiralty.
his such a dear tuh teman me.
=))
thannks b.
we then search for dads cAR.
mum beep nasir AGAIN.
we walk tuhwerd the bridge and saw them.
everyone in the car was KECOH.
dad was like, tuh diee.takot ar tuh!
hahaha.
so mum open the door.
nasir slm dad and mum.
all he did was tuh put on a smile.
hahha.
so we then went off.
nasir went home??
i go KINA's house.
but i was Damn tired.
i slept at her house.
haha.
12.30, mum woke me up and we went home.
reached home at 1.am

i did some werkk.
and update some at 2.15 a.m
hahha.


15.07.07.
visit atuks KUBUR.
damn it was hot.
hahhaa..
we cleaned up the KUBUR.
goshh its like one months sinnce we last visit.
\hahaha.
afterr that we went fish farm.
FCUK, i complain a lot.
mum scolded me.
i was WEARING long sleeve .
and it was likee 33 degrees hot!
and i was like,,
ouchh.

hahahaha.
we had a chance to fish!
i likee.
i caught 5.
hahaha.
SIAL AJERR.
hahahha
=))

then went tuh FARMART.
naz and me,
complaining.
and mama did was to scold us infront of everyone.
SIAL JERR.
we then eat at prata HOUSE.
a lot of sayurr.
i dun like,
hahaha.

so now heree i am.
blogging.
hmm.


i wanna watch soccer match tuhmoroee.
haha.


=))\


till then,
nisa loves nasir ali so much.
she can die.
hahaha.


nisa is nasir lover.
nasir is nisa lover.
no one can separate this 2 lover.
NO ONE.
hahhaha.

if there ever is,
the someone MUST DIE!!

hahaha..


=))
i love nasir ali.

hi

yo whats up people? mrepek siak.
hahaha.
tuhday is like the werst day i could ever ask for.
i cried during morning assembly.
amira was there for me.
i went skul wif nasir ali, hajar fadhil,namira fadhil,syazwan said. anyone missing??
azhar bdk gila didnt go wif us, gundu!must ask mia msg den go ar?
take own innitiative lar dey!
ahahha.

iwan and mia walk2 together.
i noe ur secrrets u little ARSEHOLEs.
hahaha.
i didnt go with nasir ali.
i was walking very fast2.
hahah. he didnt take the innitiative to kejar,
hahahha.
i show tantrums at people.
i draw at my handy,
and ouchy is painful.
hahhaa. i cried. WEKK!!!nasir fault.
haha.
amira mcm bdk gila,
hahaa.
make me smile .
ahaha.
everyone tort im gadoing wif nasir,
but to tell you guys huh,
i oso dont know y i am mad and angry at him
hahaha.
=)))
dnt was GReat.as usual.
im a DnT rep!!
hahaha.
thanks mr.chan.
cherrios.
hahaha.
mdm foon take our class during geog.
and i was like..
hack care.
she ask the whole class to stand up.
but me,
sitting down!
hahaha.

i draw .. nisahmad and litenino.
damn its gorgeous.
u shud see.
hahaha.
=)) im proud of myself siakk,

amira THANKS FOR THOSE LECTURES!
i dont even follow one.
haha.
he was the one hu said sorry.
not me.
thanks mira.thanks mira.thanks mira.thanks mira!!
happy???!!

derrick she love you!! hahaha!!!!
oh my gawd. mira i spilled it.
hahaha.
i noe you wont caree.
trust and patience.
hahaa.

is nasir angry at ahmad??
hmmm.
i hope his nort..

gonna watch him play tuhmoroee.
but the daddy got ar.
must step sopan2.
step baikk.
hahaha.


nasir sent me home.
haha.
he oso went up.
hhaha.
sat at my house.
and we took picturesss.

we did nothing in my house.
hahaha.
=)))
syg thanks for those long momments.
i just cant let you go when u hug me.
i just want time to stay.
and everything else freeze apart from us.
im really in love with you.

i cairr lar ngan you. ahhaha.
thanks dear .
=))))









DERRICK IS AN AHBENG!!!
wee heee.....................!!!!!!!
derrick dun be mad at me.amira
i update myne.
when are youu gonna update yours?
hahaha/.

im getting more gaga over nasir.
hahaha.
i love nasir.

=)))

14.02.07

oh people. i love blogging.hahahas.

today is great.



we had 5 period of science.

see ms khoo.

imran was very excited .
ian kau jgn nk macam paham okey?
hahahah.

imran is my manicure boii.
he broke my nail.
hahaha.
ahmad is great as usual.hahah.
he is my syg
FAIZAL IS BAD.
i peace him at class and all he did was too buat bdh.
gila....

nasir was weird at assembly.
hahha.
i was worried about him.
hahha.
at last he saiid ntg.
what the hell.
hahahhaha.

amira the giler cried during recess time and we spotted wen xin.haha.
she was looking at amira.
amira cried because derick want tuh end his life?
derrick dah giler ke?
kesian amira.cry2,
hahah.
derrickk nie.e
hahahha

okey,azhar and alexis went sparing and i came to watch.
nami amira went dance prac.
haha.
iwan and alex fyte2 too.
mia dont want look.
she felt like cryingg too.
nangis peh gerl?
hahahha.
=))))))


hahaha.
okey, nasir went to meet my mama.
hahaha.he was scared.
me too.
at last it turns out okeyy.
ahhaa.
nasir a bit paisey
XBOX?hahah.

my mama talk tuh his mama.
hahah.
mama.
hahaha..
my mum talk with a step cute voice.
haiyohh mcm phm.

mama kept asking nasir the same question all while.
hahah
i was like
u talk that many times.
and mama talk about soccer,home-u,uncle sudiat.
ask about his family.
hahah.
i now noe. he got 4 bro actually.
wahh dear
u tk lang me arr.
hahaha.
=))
i felt soorie for the 2nd.
hmm.

i love you.
hehs/=)))
nasir malu taw.
hahahha.
he even told me to shut up.
hahaha


saturday goinng out wif hym and his frends.
kinnda scared.
i dont know what tuh wear!!
otak blank.
hahaha.

okeyy i gtg.

love you people.
hahaha



i love nasir more than anything.

WARNING TO NASIR

nasir if ure reading my post


tag me






u idiot!!!
tag.tag!!!!!!


hahahahha

hello people.

oh cherrios my fren.

i went camping those lovely few days. ahahas.
i made new friends. adapt with my wacky friends.
be wacky and giler. be wild and crazy. like underwear.=)


i no money i dont care.
i buy cheap2 underwear
if it tear.i dont care.
go buy me another pair.

underwear.underwear.
good to wear
underwear.underwear.
everywhere.

i no money i dont care
i buy branded underwear
versace.armani.valentino
oso can.

i no money i dont care
i buy cartoon underwear
pokemon.digimon.
dora-amon oso can.

i no money i dont care
i buy cheap2 underwear
giordano.bosini.pasar malam oso can.

i no money i dont care
i buy hero underwear
superman.spiderman
power ranger oso can

=))

hahaha..

our campfire. we perform a dance. ours is the best.
=)) its a fact. we dance.. boom.boom.boom.boom.!! haha.


wednesday.

we did those high rope elements.sing song.noe each other.
i was allocated group 2.=))
francis is our instructor.
i made a fren=ahmad.
ahmad is a great fren. mau sparing kperr boi?haha.
i mandi with those twins. ouch.haha. mia.hajar. are great entertainerr.
haha.i was very relieved that nasir isnt in my grup.and his like so far. haha.
sanchi? boleyy blah?
ilove rockwall.=)))


thursday.

wow. kayaking.rafting.
fCuk to the rain
we cant raft.
but we did kayaking.
raining.we sat at hut 7.haha.
we sang songs.play game.had much fun.
psst,the guys was on the other hut.looking at us. gatal guys.
azhar.and hajar.=)) in love.
mia and iwan=))in love.
nasir and me??=))
kayak i pair with hajar.

haha.
girl kau konek siak.
kau tahu kayo?
hha.

kekek siak aku kayak ngan kau.
amira got sting by a bee
padan muker kau!!!
hahaha.
we went showering after kayaking.
guess what?? we shower with BRA!
haha.
nami,me,hajar,mia.amira was shy.
haha
we didnt get to eat at canteen cause we are wet,
and pudding,
we didnt get
nasir and iwan ask azrul to pass pudding to us
but we dont ate it.
we gave the GELOJOH=mira.
hahah.
we then have fun.fun.and fun.
haha.
nasir did those ladder.
i was like looking.haha.
funny siak.
hha=))









nasir cap smell great.
i sleap wift it.
haha.
i wore it.
hahaha.

amira was using her badge,
and at night she was playing wif pooh and tiger.she did look like mad woman at nite.
haha.
tok herself.
mia hug iwan cap until hajar tried to snatch.
she suddenly woke up.
she love the cap.
hhaha.


friday
we went back at 12.
haha.
went nami okubo house.
then went off meet yuyul,qam.nasir.azhar.nasir.
at safra
the guys were playing pool.
and we girls wer looking
some no mood.
nasir kater main pro.
haprak!!!
hahaha.
13.yey!!
mia dont hold qam hand.
iwan jealous siak.
haha.
we den went to yishun park.
haha.
mia felt giddy
lucky i and mira
saw and search them
god noes what will happened
if we are not there.
haha. iwan cary her but she aksyen
at last kite yg angkat
nami and me ran go buy water for mia
$0.50
haha.
mia .mia.
she felt okay at 4.30
we went norfthpoint then
yuyul went home wif ilias
yuyul lookk like org tk der rumah
jual keropok
ahaha.
klkar siak.
girls eat at mcd.
guys at kfc.
i nvr eat.
haha.
mia nad me took pics.
we look like lesbians.
haha
i look like a guy.
hahah
people look us
with a second look.

hhaha
nasir follow me
although he is penat.
hahah










=)))
i love those days.
and now i am
msging the guy i love.










my mum wants to meet him.
hoW??help!!!
hahaha

=))

til den.

cherrioss
update tuhmoroe.










=))))



i love nasir!!!

i love nasir ali bin mohamed ali.

helo

hello dudes. whats up? i love my boifriend okey? haha. my boifriend is very sexy like me. i love him .
camp. haha. besok. scared. i love him. yerp. ilove him. you love me?
baby is okey. hhaaha. im in love. heh.
dats all tuh update. DERICKK YOURE HOT! haha. im in the rational harmony dance. haha.KAKU siak,

love nasir only.

oh.

oh syg. haha. im verri weird this days. haha.
i like and i love a guy.
hehs.everyone shud noe.
i slept at 4 tuhday.
talking tuh my one and onlie syg.
haha.my bb sleep ferst.
den tk bilang me.bb is very bad.
ahaha.
bb nvr talk to bb fan.
haha.
i miss your fan bb.
haha.







smlm suro cat2 die amik baldi
nasib cat2 tk lyn bb.
haha.

cats are so WEIRD!


i dun like.haha.
hari raya must step suke kan cat bb.
so mak bb tgk, alah,baik nyer budak nie.
accept.
ahaha.

bb.bb.
syg love bb taw.

ilove you bb.

hehs.

=))))







bb must noe that syg love bb alot.
syg tk nk bb tgl kan syg.bb nk stay lon ngan syg
bb jgn tgl kan syg taw.







my dad say,
his a soccer player. you would never stay long with him.
you should not have a boifriend now.his a soccer player.
he would be very busy to even think of you.

is that true bb??







wuld u ever dun think about me bb?







i love you nasir ali bin mohamed ali.







and people.talking to yourself and slit your wrist are the ways to
release stress.
ahaha.

syg doesnt like techno that much now!!

weehee.

no more noisy music
haha/
he loves RNB now.wuahaha/


but reggae still rocks.

hahaha=)))





lotsa loves.

nieshhaa.or msr nasir? or mrs ian?

hie

haha. imm blogging.
mum and dad went market. be backk soon,
im keluaring tuhday.hha.hope have a bit of fun.
yup.=))


i slept at 4 a.m yesterday.
haha.
i msg him at 6.30pm.
hmm,he ajak me to causeway.
haha.i read that msg at 7.30pm.
haha.he msg at 5.45pm.
haha.

we msg2 up till 3.30am like that.
i forget to slip and forget about the time,
haha.he at lasst tertido.
so sdh.
!!!
haha. thanks boi.=))

i woke up at 8.am
and he reply at 10am.
hahas.



okey, mum's back.im siaping laterr.
till then.

miss nisa.