NISAAA BYE BYE

when i go home, ill blog(:

away for holiday.
back on tues.
miss you guys
esp boyfriend.

wrong

CONCENTRATE SIOL

Protecting.

SISTER

MUKE.

hello life.
i hope things did change.

that passerby, asal boleh assume things only.

ass you.

i love mira peh blog song.

niceeee siol.

and i love my boyfriend so much.

maybe things are much better now.

we keep on fighting.

and both of us are the cause of it.

we admit ourselves.

we dont need others to determine our fate.

and i'm happy to be his.

no other guy could actually replace him.

No matter how bad we fight, no matter how sad it turns to be,

we're still hanging on each other. let go? DREAM ON.

okay.

off to watch little nyonya.

iloveiskandar alot.

and baby, sorry if ive change.

LOVEYOU.

BEDTIME STORIES.

Had it.

Im so pissed right now.
God! help me please.
i can kill someone now.
Why must everything go wrong?!
i had to stay patient.
ASS! eh, im not your toy laa siaa.
im a girl with feelings.
EVERY SACRIFICES I MADE , this is what i get?
Kimakk. you think i what siol?!
Kau piker diri kau sendiri.
tak happy tunjok prangai.
Piker aku aper?
mainan kau per siak?
Besar peh sial.
EVERYTHING I DO, SUMER NYER SALAH!
SALAH SIOL.
SALAH SIOL.
aku ikot kan kehendak kau.
beh kau cm ccb kt aku.
piker aper siaaa?
i got my limits eh boy.

seriously, ive had enough of tolerance.
DELETE MY FRIED REQUEST.
DELETE MY COMMENTS.
DELETE YOUR BLOG.
SHOW YOUR ASS ATTITUDE TO ME.
SCOLD VULGARITIES TO ME.


Haiz.
maybe nisa is soo stupid.
and yeah.
MAYBE, its the end.
i cant take this anymore.
your love for me is seriously fading.
and you're no longer the iskandar i know.
im sorry for scolding you.
sorry for maki-ing you.
writing this , tears keep rolling down.
and i still wont let go.
cause i still love you.
alot.

goodnight.
and if you're reading this.
i dont want you to disturb me for now.
please chnge.
thanks.
and i still do love my boyfriend no matter what he does to me.
im staying strong.
trying to be strong.
im sorry.

we hd a real bad week.
since you came back.
Everything changes.
you , me , US.
the feeling isnt there anymore.

all i wish for now is to have my sweet boyfriend back.
goodnight.

Its 1.31am

Gosh, im soo exhausted right now.
yet, im waiting when he'll probably be back.
shit. i got nothing to do.
i miss him siol.
i miss him siol.
b, biler nie nak balik?
nisa tunngu nie.
HAHAHA.
i sound soo pathetic.
saper tak rindu matair oi?
i got nothing to do but play those dress up games.
and blog hopping.
ilovehanisblogskin. its nice(:

eh, biler nie isk nak balik.
biler nie?
biler nie?
waa, i miss him siol.

im getting damn bored.
so let me do some crazy things with crazy pictures.
HAHAHA.
Okay bye.
MEREPK siaak aku.
i miss isk
i miss isk
i miss isk
i miss isk
i miss isk
i miss isk
i miss isk
i miss isk
i miss isk
i miss isk
i miss isk
i miss isk

ILOVEYOUSAYANG(:
OKAY,
aku nak tunngu matair aku message aku.
kaybye.

met with the girls.

Half time(:

Me and my cousin,Mirabella

HEH

Naz and me.(DUHH)

The nicest.

HAHA(:

I love this bunch of bitchesROCKERS

sorry.

not all pictures were uploaded.

will upload them in a bulk.

so nat and mira wait for my email kay sayang2.

YAYNESS.

My boyfriend is coming back today.

I can't wait siol.

I miss him LIKE ALOT.

Never log in friendster(:

Never see other guys(:

See, im being faithful.

although ader sot sot siket , but i kept to my promise.

go stadium also,

HAHAHA. aku da mcm ,

Ikot sister in lawku.

HAHa, minah rep maaah.

So yeahh, Wait , with her child(:

soo , yeahh.

The stadium contained 55000 people.

COOOL keper?

Love it.

alam shah miss lots of goals.

I keep standing up siaaa.

ingat da goal , tapi check2 tak.

HAHAHAHA(:

lots of vulgarrr.

shittt.

bla bla bla.

singapore supporters trying to attack the vietnam supporters.

MEREPEK SIAAA!

hahaha./

nie laa , mat rep.

HAHAHAHA(:

today met maa girls.

Oh yeah, woke up at 9.30am.

thanks to dont know who called my house.

thanks alot!

i woke up.

and meeting was at 10.30am.

i sleep till 10am an mandi.

andd board the bus at 10.20am.

reached school about 10.40am.

HAHAHA(:

nisa instructor for 1e8.

with namira laa kan(:

thenn after meeting at 12.30pm,

meet natasha outside school.

MILLION DOLLAR LEGS KEPE?

So bought my greeeen contacts.

And off to 721.

help my mum.

bla bla bla.

ate at macs.

Met hajar and mia.

wait for them to finish their work at 3.

annd chat for a while.

I MISS THEM.

So after that, they went home cause they'r tired.

so nat , me and mira went around np.

walk walk walk .make lots of noise.

"eh , aper kedai uh tu?" HAHAHAHHA! padahal da tk der kedai.

HAHAHAHA(:

kay best.

walk walk walk.

Chec time BARU kul 3.55pm.

SEE BORED SIOL.

nat suggested go my house lepak.

thats what exactly we did.

So cam whored.

Play soccer.

HAHAA.

lots of funny things happened.

cannot blog about it right girls?

HAHAHAHA(:

kay merepek.

i miss my friends.

And i miss my boyfriend.

I MISS HIM .

B, come back fast please./

i miss you.

kimaak, so lonely without you.

No fights.

No one to get all lovey dovey with.

No one to get manje with.

SEDEH kann?

Nvm, he'll be back today!

BABY, im waiting.

Im waiting.

im waiting(:

LOVEYOU.

kay, off to watch little nonya.

LOVEIT.

boyfriend, i miss you like alot.

i miss you.i miss you.

i miss you.i missyou.

baby, pleasee come back.

shit shit.

I WANNA MEET YOU.

I SERIOUSLY WANNA MEET YOU LA B.

kay. whatever.

MUHAMMAD ISKANDAR BIN ZAKARYA, I MISSYOU!

I Cant wait for your messages honey pie(:

ILOVEYOU.ILOVEYOU.

IM SOOOO GONNA TALK TO YOU ON THE PHONE TODAY.

I MISS YOUR VOICE SAYANG(:

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND.

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND.

Imissmypek.

toodles.

take care siol(:

LOVEYOUBITCHES.

IlOVENAT.

ILOVEMIRA.

ILOVEMIA.

ILOVEHAJAR.

I LOVEWANI.

ILOVEIIFAH

ILOVEMYBOYFRIENDTHEMOST!

I miss him

You see this boy picture?

HAHAHA! i miss him.

He went malaysia for a holiday.

Ass. leave me.

Takper. Takper . 3 days only. Monday he'll be back.

I cant wait.

So,

Just now watch YES MAN.

HAHAHA. Boyfriend's idea.

Crite cam pepek.

i dont understand.

sometimes you gotta say yes and no to life.

hahaha. and i was like ....

can tdo watch.

but got some funnypart laa.

Shit! im soooo watching BEDTIME STORIES.

Cant wait. Cant wait.

anddd i realised , i keep watching movies this month lorr.

HAHAHAA.

Let me refresh my memory.

The movies i've watched THIS DECEMBER.

wildchild.

bolt.

angus thong's

yes man.

4 siol. alot or not?

HAHAHA.

kay merepek.

It seems as if , movie theatre my second home siol.

Hahaha,

oh yar , thanks boyfriend for the treat.

And you look cute sayang(:

So i'm missing him right now.

Shit him.

didnt even have my picture.

HAHA!

Badd siaaaa.

kay takper.

gonnna rot at home while boyf away.

He warnd me lots of things.

im not allowed to log in my fs!

SEDEHH!

im not allwed to go online.

andd im not allowed to look at guys.

sooo , how am i suppose to jalan?

CLOSE MY EYES?

hahahah.kay my boyfriend is merepek.

abang khairul tunang is hot.

Minah rep. But hot!

sweeet siol!

tunang this january.

cant waitt.

And im sooo cant wait for SING and VIET match.

AND ARSENAL AND LIVERPOOL MATCH.

Shitt.

ILOVEYOUBOYFRIEND.

I MISS YOU.

Aaron johnson

i sure had fun watching the movie.

its like about teenagers.

normal normal laa

boyfriends , friends. Bla bla bla.

after the show , im really attracted with aaron johnson.

isnt he hott?

HHAHAHHAHA(:

Anddd i seriously miss spending time with you(:

HAHAHA.

anddddddddddddd hot siaaaa that boy(:

okay whatever.

ILOVEMYBOYFRIEND

although he gets on my nerves one way or another.

i still do love him.

My boyfriend delete's my commments, BOOHOOOOHOOOO!

hahahhaa.

okay random.

AND YANABARNEY. DAPAT YSS EHH?

Im soo gonnna meet you siaaa.

LOVEYOU.

anddd im going msia on the 26th-30th.

Ass siaa.

mama keep changing the date .

hahaha.

25th going out with boyfriend.

slippers hunting.

HAHAHAHAHA(:

kimak 25th public hols siol.

hahaha(:

and im sooo watching BEDTIME STORIES!

hahahaha(:

isk, although you get on my nerves, make me sad , make me cry.

somehow , my love is still there. staying strong.

and you're much better than he(ex) is.

we had many fights , quarrel.

BUT WE'RE STILL HANGING ON.

WE WONT GIVE UP RIGHT?

WE LOVE EACH OTHER.

although i got this sucky attitude , you still WONT give up on me.

THANKS . iloveyou.

okayy.

i gotta go.

iloveaaron.

hahahah(:

and iskandar.

FUCKFUCKFUCK.
ASAL SIAAAAAK?

WHAT MORE YOU WANT?
Haiz.
gotta be a girlfriend and listen .
haiz, everything i do .
sumer SaLAAH.
bestt pe?
takper uh.
kater RELATIONSHIP PER.
aku boleh tahan.
BERSABAR JER NISA!

Nearly

almost ended just like that.
LIKE I SAY ALMOST.

we keep on fighting everyday.
tell me , who wouldn't be tired of that?
Its always the same thing.
We keep on focusing on each other bad points.
Haiyoo , i hate it when it comes to this.
But , we talked things out.
and alhamdulilah , we're good as ever(:
My first ever boyfriend that truly understands me.
COOOL. iloveyouisk.
i hope those things that we fought about wont repeat itself anymore.
im too tired to fight anymore.
im too sick to fight anymore.

but i wont give up.
isk also .
HAHHAHHA(:
Sweeeeet right.
i know.
ilovehimtothemaximum.

and i'm sorry babe if i was the problem of our fights.
i keep repeating the same mistake over and over again.
and seriously , i dont want to regret it.
i'll treat you nice.
i'll treat you better.

And friends have been the main priority in life.
thanks.

Didi , thanks for being there for me.
appreciate it lots.
last long with your gf too.

So long readers.
and , soon ,
4444 comments.
HAHAHA
CELEBRATE UH SIOL!

HAHAHAHA(:
iloveiskandar.
iloveiskandar.
iloveiskandar zakarya.

im sorry.

I'd try to be the best.

I seemed to be different. Feeling different.
I've never felt this way before.
maybe i'm just imagining things.
I'd get angry out of the sudden.
I'd cry for no reason.
I'd laugh when i dont think its funny.

See, im not being myself.
Alhamdulilah , life is much better now.
But then , when i think it is.
It just got worser.

Im going through life.

Sometimes , once a bad guy always a bad guy .
But then, it was ONCE.
It cant possibly always right?
I know, he's not like how he used to be.
And i think he's much better this way.
I know he wouldn't do anything to hurt me.
Somehow, i knew. HE does love me.
Now why wouldn't he right?
Sometimes, He's too good for me.
That i realised ,i've been a real bad girfriend.
I've gotta stop all this. STOP NISA. STOP!
And i'm sorry for not being the best sayang.
I'm sorry sayang.Real sorry.I'm like sooo stupid kan?
Im sorry that i cant trust you sayang.
But one day, i will.
I'm hoping and waiting for the day.

ilovemyiskandar like alot(:
Meeting him today.
i cant wait.
i nearly wanted to end all this.
NEARLY.
but i cant.

Nites.
ISKANDAR i just want you to know that i really really love you sayang.
You're my smile , my laughter , my everything.
And im the luckiest person ever.
and sayang , YOU'RE THE BEST.

"Iloveyou. Those 3 words are meant by me. From the bottom of my heart."

And mama said , maybe , We'll be going on the 24th.
Miss me aite peoples.

Iloveisk.

SNAP

SNAPPPP(:
Everyone loves him

snap.nisa.sufyyan.hidayah.nazihah

SEPUPUS

(:

Whats with thee shawl?

Im on my mummmy.

my cuteestuffs

HAHAHAHA.

so , it was a ratherr a COOOOL day i say.

Woke up at 7am.

and i slept at 6.45am.

HAHAHAHHA(: coool or whatt.

Well , talking to my boyfriend as usual.

his the best, i swear he is. ILOVEHIM(:

so thenn , at 7am , ifah(bukan iifah) messaged me,

yeahhh , message message. siap siap siap.

8.30am , outta outaa house.

in the car , i was rather noisy, I singgg alot.

And i swearrr , its cooold.

Malaysia tak jam.

HAHAHAHA(: soooo , cptt lorr.

thenn upon reaching malaysia , stopped over at kipmart.

Dad service kerete , we ate our bkfast

And got animal abuser siol. My mum was like

"eh budak! Leave the cat alone!

cb , he step thee cats peh tail.

Kesiaaaan siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak!

Thennn 2hrs journey to kampungg.

I SLEEEEEP ALLL THE WAY.

Was listening to my dying mp4.

HAHAHAHA.

Daa sampaii. boringgg.

HAHAHA.

Thnnnn make jkes , fun.

blaa blaaa bla.

time to go home.

Mama took picture of me and snap.

Cutee huh!

first time talk to him

his 21 .

HAHAHAHA(:

So blaa blaa blaa.

reached home early cause daddy got things to do.

ASS , and mum confirmed , we're soo going for a 5 days holiday!

HHAAHAHAHA(:

wow to the max.

and mirelle , we go buy baju , alter skirt on 22nd?

Okayy? Settttt.

23rd cannot , cause temanin adek aku gybeli baju skola dia pat town.

Someone is following us. and i hope the person cann!(:

Okay , offto psping online(:

Love you peoples./

esp my boyfriend.

and BOLA , we are always here for you.

ILOVEISKANDAR

Those pictures. the friends(:

THE FRIENDS(:

THE LAUGHTERS(:

THE JOYS(:

ILOVEYOUGUYSTOTHEMAXIMUM.

MIRA.MIA.NAT.MIRA.IWAN(: