Sunday, March 15, 2009

OLEVELS NISAAAA!

Yes, Life is really aint great.
Aku da mcm, Whatever with life.
I seldom laugh, i seldom smile.
let alone make jokes.

Aku da mcm malas ngan hidup.
Seriously.
Tapi, Life gotta move on pe.
With or without him.
Buat per aku nie cam bodoh tak move on biler die da move on dan siket pon da tak amik peduli pasal aku.
Aku nie stupid sak.
Tapi aku susah nak luperkan dia.
Aku da sacrifice banyak untok die, beh nie yang aku dpt.
Aku cam siallaaa.
Aku macam nak give up pasal nie laki2 nie sume.
Simply waste aku nye time.
Sigh, aku tak le luperkan laaa.
sighh.
Friends if youre reading this, i need you guys to cheer me up.
Sighh, i cant stop thinking about him.
And yes, i cant move on.
Nat and mira youre still lucky as they still care and still express their feelings to you guys,
but what about me?
Sighh.

I cnt stop crying,
I feeel so lonely.
I feeel so sickk.
And i hope tomorrow's art camp will make me forget everything that have happened and seriously,
i dont have the courage and will to get in love.
let alone say it to anyone else other than you.

Sakitnya hatiku.
Seriously,
you ddnt even reply any of my messages.
Sighh.
nie laa hidup.







sometimes, youre lucky.
And sighh, sometimes youre not.

ive lost him , Completely.
i just gotta bring myself up and forget everything about him.
but what about the picture i print of him on the wall and now , i gotta take it out bck?
No i got no will to do that.
i keep looking at our pictures.
and i began to cry.

You've move on.
but ive not.
Sighh.
love is unfair.












can i have you once again?





Isk, nurkhairunnisa binte amran just cant stop thinking about you.
its still there.
tapi you?





Love is fading.


Sighh.