today , dry shoot was okay ! i tell you , sir is good to me , ! haha , i like sirs pet ! yeah , yeah . friday is our real shoot ! anddd zhenghua , KALAH kepe ? haha , 3-0 ! see , yishun won u at your own field ,! you should be ashamed of it ! haha ., so mr.selvam , i done my art . yes , yes ! so i went out aT NIGHT , TO print my pictures , and all printed out , with zal and mira ! and iwas like .. haizz . then someone called , ! haiz , had a fight with him , ! god , i just cant believe him ! maybe its better if we just .. but , i dont want to lose you ! i love you alot , but , i just cant understand you ,
cant u just stay at home for one day ? haiz , anything uh , its your life , not mine , you can do anything , ! i dont wanna control ur life or whatsoever ! , and when i was going back , there was a guy at mrt , i was crying , and i looked at him , he smiled at me . and i was like , goodness , his hot , he board the train from yishun , maybe some yishun guy ? i tell you , his hot . one thing , nvr trust your bf at all , his lying ? you may never know ! guys , you just cannt anyhow trust , they are liars ! soory guys , but this is it , ! i simply cant stand it , i think im hating guys , haiz , what a life i got , i had a tiff with azzrul , ! haiz , that guyy ! haizz , soo i was mad cause i was like asking for my boots and he was like ,
asl dgn u ? tell me ! i was irratated , i asked for my boots and go home . only god knows how sad im feeling right now . i just want to end my life , i dont seem rather important to him ! maybe , we should just , .. haiz . i dont wanna say it , cause i dont ever want that to happen ! but i got this feeling that you liked another girl . haiz , i seriously dont know what to do , i feel i can cry , ! i slitted , but maybe it wasnt deep enuf ,
let me make it deep later before bed ,
will sent him a long message about this . and i think i will have nightmares again . haiz , i think you have another girl behind my back , maybe history is repeating itselfs back ! haiz , ! liek what happened dulu , u wanted to meet another girl when ure like with me ! if i know at that part of time ,
i will surely break up with you , i think all those i love you , u said to me are all lies ., none are the truth , i just .... dont know how to say it ! haizzz . friends if you have bf , do cherish him ! but , not too much , cause , you will get hurt in the end ! like me . haiz , what time is he gonna be back ? haiz .. nvm , one day , ill be like that ! haiz . two can play the game , i give up ,! i give up ! i dont think i can take
anymore tears ., ! haiz , i want to diee ! please help me ! haiz .
okeyy , i wanna sleep . its like 10.45 , ! i just reached home after a walk at the park ., haiz , im sad , ! dissapointed . and he promised by fridayy
i will be waiting , haiz , and i miss mr.KH . ! i got to know mystery man . and i miss mr.KH . even if i meet u in school , rindu luhh .
oke , maybe thatds all ., i really got no mood . lets end my life !
fuck those whores ! and i tell you , dont trust your bf .,
cause i dont trust mine ! andd ,
dont you agree ? guys love too look at girls ? haiz !
oke . i end here . if MR.Aff reading this blog , kindly tag it !
and we think about it . haiz , my relationship is going in the drain ! goodbye
i hate liars like you .
